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  PRAISE FOR JULIE KLASSEN AND HER AWARD-WINNING NOVELS

  “Multiple Christy Award–winning Klassen once again demonstrates her gift for creating richly layered characters and skillfully integrating a multitude of fascinating historical facts into a spirited story.”

  —Booklist

  “Delightful . . . Julie Klassen weaves a compelling story . . . fully imagined. I loved it!”

  —New York Times bestselling author Beverly Lewis

  “Regency/Klassen fans will love the mystery, romance, and drama.”

  —Publishers Weekly

  “Klassen has written an amazing historical novel. Her style may remind readers of Jane Austen and Lawana Blackwell, and she handles a nineteenth-century taboo with grace, style, and respect.”

  —RT Book Reviews

  “Well-developed characters, plot twists, and attention to period detail make this a sure bet for fans of Regency novels.”

  —Library Journal

  “A strong and entertaining story that you’ll finish with a sigh. Read it and tell your friends to buy it too.”

  —National bestselling author Lauraine Snelling

  “Exquisite . . . [a] novel that echoes the era of Jane Austen in both setting and style.”

  —Historical Novels Review

  “The characters are strong—the writing excellent.”

  —Once Upon a Romance

  “Well-written, emotionally charged, unexpected plot twists . . . Klassen has captured the best of Austen and Brontë.”

  —NovelReviews.blogspot.com

  “Full of intrigue and romance . . . steeped in gothic atmosphere and fascinating research. Ms. Klassen’s writing is lyrical and beautiful. It’s the kind of voice that sweeps you away and transports you to another time and place. She is a must-read author!”

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  Copyright © 2015 by Julie Klassen.

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  Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data

  Klassen, Julie, date.

  Lady maybe / Julie Klassen.—Berkley trade paperback edition.

  p. cm.

  ISBN 978-0-425-28207-6 (paperback)

  I. Title.

  PS3611.L37L32 2015

  813'.6—dc23

  2014045907

  PUBLISHING HISTORY

  Berkley trade paperback edition / July 2015

  Cover design by Sarah Oberrender.

  Cover photo by Richard Jenkins.

  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales is entirely coincidental. The publisher does not have any control over and does not assume any responsibility for author or third-party websites or their content.

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  Betsey, Gina, Patty, Suzy, and Lori

  So grateful God brought us together all those years ago when we all had newborn babies.

  Here’s to friendships that last from first steps, to first dates, and beyond!

  CONTENTS

  Praise for Julie Klassen

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Dedication

  Epigraph

  Prelude

  CHAPTER 1

  CHAPTER 2

  CHAPTER 3

  CHAPTER 4

  CHAPTER 5

  CHAPTER 6

  CHAPTER 7

  CHAPTER 8

  CHAPTER 9

  CHAPTER 10

  CHAPTER 11

  CHAPTER 12

  CHAPTER 13

  CHAPTER 14

  CHAPTER 15

  CHAPTER 16

  CHAPTER 17

  CHAPTER 18

  CHAPTER 19

  CHAPTER 20

  CHAPTER 21

  CHAPTER 22

  CHAPTER 23

  CHAPTER 24

  CHAPTER 25

  CHAPTER 26

  CHAPTER 27

  CHAPTER 28

  CHAPTER 29

  CHAPTER 30

  Author’s Note

  Readers Guide

  Under three things the earth trembles,

  under four it cannot bear up:

  a servant who becomes king,

  a godless fool who gets plenty to eat,

  a contemptible woman who gets married,

  and a servant who displaces her mistress. . . .

  —PROVERBS 30:21–23 (NIV)

  USEFUL COMPANION.

  A lady, in her 24th year, anxiously desires a situation as above.

  She is musical, a good reader, domesticated, and industrious, and can be well-recommended. She would be most suitable for an elderly lady.

  Address to A. R. A., post-office, High Wycombe.

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  THE TIMES OF LONDON, 1847

  CHAPTER 1

  Bath, England

  1819

  Lady Marianna Mayfield sat at her dressing table—clothed, curled, and powdered. She feigned interest in her reflection in the mirror, but in reality, she watched the housemaid behind her, packing away every last one of her belongings.

  Early that morning, Sir John had come to her room and announced that they were leaving Bath that very day. He refused to tell her where they were going, fearful she would somehow get word to Anthony Fontaine. Nor was he allowing her to bring any of the servants, who would of course wish to know where they were headed, and might let slip their destination.

  Marianna’s stomach clenched. Did he really think another move would stop her? Stop him?

  She shot to her feet and stalked to the window. Pulling back the gauzy drapery, she frowned. There in the rear mews, the groom and coachman prepared the new carriage for departure—replacing the long, spring-loaded candles in its brass lamps, then checking the wheels and springs.

  Now she knew why he had ordered a traveling chariot, custom built for long journeys. It was an expensive equipage, but a man like Sir John Mayfield would not blink at the cost. Not when he was determined to steal away with her, and leave any would-be followers behind.

  Anthony will find me. Of course he would. He had done so easily the last time they moved, taking a house here in Bath. Still, she wished he might return early from London, before they departed. Perhaps he would finally stand up to Sir John, tell him what he could do with his futile scheme, and end this farce of a marriage once and for all.

  A knock sounded on the open doorjamb. Frown still in place, she glanced over, expecting Sir John with another edict.

  Instead it was the butler, Hopkins. “A caller for you, your lad
yship.”

  Marianna’s heart leapt.

  “It is Miss Rogers,” he added. “Are you at home, or shall I send her away?”

  Marianna’s momentary elation deflated, but not completely.

  “Heavens no, don’t send her away,” she said. “Show her into the morning room.”

  “Very good, your ladyship.” Hopkins bowed and departed.

  The arrival of her former companion was certainly a surprise, considering how abruptly Hannah Rogers had left their employ a half year before—but not an unhappy surprise. Glancing at her empty drawers and wardrobe with sinking heart, Marianna left her bedchamber and made her way downstairs.

  A familiar, willowy figure rose at her entrance, assailing Marianna with waves of nostalgic fondness—followed by betrayal that the woman had left without a word. She swallowed the bitter lump and began, “Hannah! My goodness. I never expected to see you again.”

  The young woman met her gaze, expression tense. “My lady.”

  Marianna smiled brightly. “You’re a godsend, an absolute godsend—if I believed in such things. What timing! That you should come back now.”

  Hannah Rogers clasped her hands tightly, and lowered her eyes. “I . . . I never received my final allowance.”

  Companions received a modest salary referred to as an allowance, not vulgar “wages.” Marianna had not expected the belated request, but didn’t quibble.

  “Of course you should have it. I never understood why you left without collecting your due.” She rang a bell on the side table and Hopkins appeared.

  “Ask Mr. Ward to bring in Miss Rogers’s remaining allowance, if you please.”

  When the butler left the room, Marianna turned back to Hannah and asked, “How have you been keeping?”

  “Oh . . .” Miss Rogers formed a tenuous smile. “Well enough, thank you.”

  Unconvinced, Marianna sat and studied her, taking in the wary eyes, pale skin, and sharp cheekbones—the hollows beneath more noticeable than she remembered.

  “You appear in good health,” Marianna allowed. “If a little tired. And thin.”

  “Thank you, my lady.”

  “Please, be seated. I would offer you refreshment, but Sir John has seen fit to dismiss most of the servants already. We’re down to Hopkins, Mr. Ward, and one maid.”

  Hannah remained standing, but Marianna didn’t press her. Instead, she tentatively asked, “And have you found another situation? I awaited word from you, or request for a character reference, but nothing ever came.”

  “Yes. I have another place, or did, until recently.”

  “Oh?” Hope rising, Marianna asked, “Are you not engaged at present?”

  “No.”

  Marianna rose and eagerly took the young woman’s hand. “Again, I say, what timing. For I am in dire need of a traveling companion.”

  “Traveling companion?”

  “Yes. Sir John insists on uprooting us again. Just when I have begun to appreciate Bath society. But he will not yield, and so off we go.” She laughed in artificial gaiety. “Say you will come with me as my companion, Hannah. He won’t even let me take my lady’s maid. He’s already dismissed her.”

  He would probably refuse to allow Miss Rogers to go with them as well, Marianna knew, but she had to try.

  Hannah shook her head. “I couldn’t leave Bath, my lady. Not now.”

  “You must! I shall . . . double your allowance to convince you. If Sir John does not agree, I shall use my own money.”

  Hannah hesitated, then faltered, “I . . . I don’t even know where you are going.”

  “Nor do I! He won’t even tell his own wife where we are bound. Isn’t that a laugh? Thinks I’ll tell a certain someone, which of course I would.”

  Again Hannah shook her head. “I couldn’t leave at present. I have family here—”

  “Your father lives in Bristol.” Marianna reminded her. “And you left him when we moved here.”

  “Yes, but . . . that was different.”

  “Oh, I don’t imagine it will be so much different,” Marianna said breezily. “I doubt we’ll go far. The last time we only moved from Bristol to Bath—as though a mere dozen miles would keep us apart.”

  She knew Hannah would understand the reference to her first love, whom Miss Rogers had met on several occasions.

  Still Hannah hesitated. “I don’t know. . . .”

  “Oh, do come, Hannah. It won’t be forever. If you don’t like the place, or need to return to your family, you will be free to leave. You left before, after all, when it suited you.” Marianna smiled to soften the words—jab and assurance rolled into one.

  She continued, “I really can’t bear this alone. Traveling with Sir John to some unknown place. No comforting presence between us. No familiar, friendly faces. He insists we hire all new servants when we arrive. We are not to take Hopkins or even Mr. Ward.”

  As if on cue, the door opened and her husband’s secretary entered. She noticed Hannah stiffen.

  “Ah, Mr. Ward. You remember Hannah Rogers, I trust?”

  The thin man with thinner hair and pockmarked skin turned expressionless eyes her way. “Yes, m’lady. Left without notice, as I recall.”

  “Yes, well, no matter. She has come for her allowance, which she is owed fairly, so no argument, if you please.”

  His eyes glinted with displeasure or perhaps rebellion. “Yes, m’lady. Hopkins did inform me.”

  He turned stiffly to Miss Rogers. “I’ve taken a penalty from your allowance,” he began in patronizing fashion, “for leaving without proper notice, along with the eleven days you missed that quarter. Here is the remainder.”

  Miss Rogers gingerly extended her palm, head bowed like a beggar. The man dropped several sovereigns and shillings onto her outstretched hand, smirking all the while.

  “Thank you,” Hannah mumbled.

  He turned without a word and quit the room.

  Watching him go, Marianna shivered. “I cannot say I am sorry to leave him behind. Odious man. He is returning to Bristol to oversee Sir John’s interests there.”

  Hannah glanced down at the coins in her hand. “I’m grateful for the offer, my lady. I am. But I . . . need to think about it.”

  Marianna Mayfield studied her. Something was different about Miss Rogers. What was it? “Well don’t think too long,” Marianna said. “We’re leaving at four this afternoon, according to Sir John. Unless I can persuade him to forgo this idiotic notion. Jealous fool.”

  Hannah looked up at her, expression torn. Almost miserable. She said, “If I’m not here by half past three, don’t wait for me. It means I’m not coming.”

  The hours passed all too quickly. The maid continued packing, and Marianna continued pacing. Still Anthony did not arrive. Nor did Hannah.

  Marianna looked out the drawing room window toward the street. The traveling chariot had been moved to the front of the house, four horses now harnessed to it, the lead horse now and again stamping an eager hoof.

  The maid, butler, and a hired lad stowed their belongings in the built-in imperial—like a large, shallow valise atop the roof. More baggage rode in the rear, strapped in to the outside seat where two servants could have sat, had Sir John allowed her to take any with them.

  At that moment, he strode into the room, imposing in his shooting jacket. He sternly insisted Marianna gather her hand luggage and prepare to depart so Hopkins could begin closing up the house. He turned on his heel and stalked away, his grim expression brooking no disagreement.

  One of Marianna’s friends had told her she was lucky to have a husband with such a decided, commanding manner. Marianna did not agree. But she knew further argument about staying would be futile. The house had already been sold. She glanced at her watch pin. Twenty after three.

  Ten more minutes . . .

  Stil
l hoping her former companion would arrive in time, she gathered her things and stepped outside.

  Beside the carriage, Sir John spoke with a hired postilion, who would ride the lead horse for the first stage of the journey. They were taking no groom or guard. As Marianna approached, Sir John reached inside and extracted a flintlock rifle from the chariot’s concealed gun case. He checked it, then returned it to its hiding place. Apparently, he would act as guard himself. Perhaps she ought be glad Anthony had not shown up after all.

  Her gaze fell to her watch pin once more. Half past three. Dash it. She had so hoped Hannah would come.

  Suddenly that very figure appeared at the end of Camden Place, where the crescent met Lansdown Street. Marianna’s heart lifted. As she watched, a tall, dark-haired young man jogged after Hannah and snagged her by the elbow. They were too far away for Marianna to hear their conversation, but she saw Hannah shake her head and gently extract her arm from his grip. Resignation showed in her expression, but no fear. A suitor, perhaps? If so, no wonder Hannah hesitated to leave Bath.

  Hannah turned away from the man and strode toward the carriage.

  “John, look,” Marianna said. “Miss Rogers has come to join us!”

  Her tall husband stiffened and turned to stare, expression inscrutable.

  Hannah Rogers hurried toward them, valise bumping against her leg.

  Marianna beamed. “Oh, Hannah, how happy I am to see you! I dread making this journey, but I shall not mind nearly so much with you beside me.”

  “The offer still stands?” Hannah asked, panting to catch her breath.

  Marianna ignored her husband’s glare and smiled at her would-be companion. “Of course.”

  “And I may return if the situation doesn’t suit?”

  “Well you won’t be a prisoner, Hannah. I wish I could say the same for myself.” She sent Sir John a pointed look. Waited for him to refuse. To insist that they travel alone.

  His jaw clenched, but he said nothing.

  The hired lad strapped Hannah’s valise with the others, and the three entered the carriage, settling themselves onto the velvet cushions of the plush interior. Marianna reached up and fingered the golden tassels of the rich blue window draperies and murmured, “What a pretty cage.”